This could be the end of everything

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know

"a piece of lyrics from da song Somewhere only we know by Keane"

ROMAN-Tentang Dirimu(ost Kerana Lelaki Itu tv9)

Diriku bagi dirimu seperti asing 
Tak berguna tak membahagia 
Padamu hanyalah beban 
Tuhan tahu apa yang terjadi Antara kau dan aku 
Kau takkan tahu apa hatiku 
Yang selalu derita kernamu 
Dan kau takkan rasa apa yang ku rasa Semenjak kau hadir hidupku 
Sering saja untukmu tentang dirimu 
Tak pernah untukku

Mereka lihat masih lagi aku Menantikan mu 
Yang aku tak tersedar lagi dengan sikapmu terhadapku
Namun aku sebenarnya aku tak seperti yang kau tahu 
Tak pernah untukku

Roman-Tentang Dirimu
Lagu Tema drama - Kerana Lelaki itu


I love this song,,,realy..realy loveeee

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u3snMaILEEo

bersemuka

suatu hari nanti mungkin kita akan lihat... apa yang mungkin kita enggan lihat... situasi dimana kita mahu berlari dari menghampirinya...situasi dimana kita cuba tolak dari mendekatinya... walau apa pun... yang pasti,walau kita berlari sejauh mana pun..kepenatan pasti ada...
mereka kata...bersemuka lebih mudah...
tapiiii.. bagaimana untuk kita hadapi.. sedangkan masalah itu adalah benda yang paling kita geruni utk dekati?

kosong

kadang-kadang kita lupa...
bercakap bukan sekadar bercakap,
mendengar bukan sekadar mendengar,
tetapi kita sebenarnya sedang mencari jalan penyelesaian......mencari kesefahaman....
kita sedang meluahkan perasaan,isi hati dan keinginan utk dikongsi dan difahami...
kita memerlukan seseorang utk memahami kekusutan dunia kita....
jadi kita mencari dengan penuh harapan..
si dia yang telah kehilangan....
tanpa kita sedari.... kita sudahpon bertemu dgn pengisi kekosongan dan tempat kita mengadu

if one day

hei baby.. i want u 2 noe how i care bout u..and i do miss u.. n i do love u...if one day u met with some other girl who treat u da way u wanted..im so glad 2 noe dat...im think im ready 2 leave by u now...n i think if i love u.. i should let u move on.. and baby,,if u with someone now.. pleaze block me in diz picture i mean being into ur life sayang n others social networks,delete me on ur contack... diz is because..... i will suffer n dying seeing u with some another girl...

sahabat sampai mati

kita meneruskan perjalanan hidup untuk mencari kawan, teman, sahabat dan rakan utk mengisi kekosongan tanpa menyedari mereka berada di hadapan kita.
Hanya menunggu masa utk menemukan kita kembali.
Hanya menunggu keadaan yg menentukan arah persahabatan.

iron boardku caraku

okayh...where 2 start ek...
hurmmm....
alrite...
seperti SEMUA orang...
mereka belajar untuk hidup.. dan hidup untuk belajar...
seperti aku juga.. belajar untuk menjadi orang yg leeeebihhhh baik dari semalam even sometime cara aku blajar tuh aku agak pelik....
jeng3....bhahaha
suspender je kan..
nothing much...juz nk share dgn hampa semua cara2 aku blajaq ar...
well, pd awal sem dlu.. SEMANGAT ar satu housemate aku beli meja jepun kcik utk blaja.. yeah,, beside murah, meja tuh pon portable.. senang nk lepat n mudah klu nk angkat klu dah abes study nnt..
nk dijadikan story Kiah Propa niii..
aku an de huge butt :p
so confirm2 ar kebas nk duk ats lantai lelama...
so dgn perasaan give up nya..
aku mncipta gaya kreativiti&inovasi 2ward da iron board yg xgune2 dah..
i maked it as a desk 4 study..
awesome giler an..
lets view diz photo...* abaikan the messy room....... hihi

its suddenly

im will facing a fcuking xtreamly huge final paper *account paper

well..... im so streess n dont noe how 2 release it.. seems now is raining here n i cant go any where.. so i better sit quietly in my room...

so i start membelek my phone.. n start editing photos... seems like fun and layan jerrrr...
here da few photo... ngeeeee~~~

shuttttt...

Then i'll choose my path
.....….… its silence.......
Dats make me better

buta mata atau buta hati

Harus ke kau wujud kat cni
Dalam hati aku niii
Sbb... Semua mata pndangan kau pada
dia
Mulut dan syuman kau pada siapa?
Xprasan ke kewujudan aku?

Atau

Mmg aku xpernah ada dalam dunia kelopak kewujudan mata kau

Xpernah aku fikir ini kerja sia2
Siang malam ralat memikirkan kau
Panas sejuk tersenyum mlihat foto kau
Malu segan melawan mata demi meratah kerinduan sekiranya kau wujud pada pandangan

Gelak tawa yg tak habes bila menyebut nama kau



Maseh xnmpak?
Buta ke
Atau buta hati
Kerana buta mata pun masih dpt melihat hati

my lil brother

sepetang brsama adik tercinta di kampung <3

I miss blogging like hell...
miss sharing pictures and fellin in da blog
miss staring at my post blog again n again...
miss all the moment

but since stay kat rumah sewa dah xde WiFi.. so xdpt la nk on9 as ussual
so sad an....


and i wanna share something,,,,
tempoh ari aku ade bt cupcake with my buddies for sbject Marketing..
so we decide to make cupcake with a cute decoration as icing as well

so wanna se how its look???

here...taaadaaaaaa

after baked n b4 make da icing

after da decoration

long time no see mehhhh

ASSALAMUALAIKUM..


hallo there,
its been quite long kan i x write blog...


well..
actually sepatutnye i dah msuk cmpus tau on 8teen of June..but be postpone too 25 of June..


arghhh...
so depressing kot...


I hate when something dat we xcited then suddenly BAM!!! its cancel...fcuk!


Well..normally bdak2 msti ske an bile cuti dipanjangkan slama 1 week...but not me..


i miss stdy time..


n i miss blogging..
i do...
imy  <3

my LADY

29-April....kemungkinan besar mase tarikh ni aku xdapat on9 mcm sllu..sbb aku an tgh cuti sem utk dua bulan..

so aku sengaja memperawalkan posting entri ni sbb 29/4 ni genap 50thn mama aku punya birthday  (:

thanks 4 everything

thanks 4 everything

thanks 4 everything

dedicate diz fav song 2 her....

Lady by Kenny Rogers

[Lady, your love's the only love I need
And beside me is where I want you to be
'Cause, my love, there's something' I want you to know
You're the love of my life, you're my lady]

RAJA FAUZIAH  BT RAJA DATO' ABD WAHID




*arrghh...tak sobaa den nk jumpo mak den..
dah hamper 7 bulan tak jumpo..
imy mom (:

beberapa kerat

...… Sungguh tak ada lagi ruang refleksiBagi masa kanak-kanakku yang merindu Si Pitung pendekar saktiyang kini terkapar dihajar Batman, dibanting Superman, ditebas Kapten Amerika,tertawa ngakak bersama hantu pocong minta kawindunia gelap dari alam lain...potongan puisi dari Soni Farid Maulana        

aku adalah kunang-kunang
dalam gelap aku terbang
dalam gelap aku terang
dan jadikanlah kau senja kerna gelap kau ada
gelap kau indah
aku hanyalah kunang-kunang
dan 
kau hanyalah senja
dalam gelap kita berbagi
dan
dalam gelap kita abadi
 petikan dari filem "LOVE"








coming soon.......................

terimekaseh

2 days ago...i was given 2 pieces of tudung oleh seorang sahabat di campus

at first, i wanted la to buy dat hijab from her since i never seen she wearing dat hijab.

im willing to buy watever da hijab cost

sbb its seem da hijab is soooo suitable for me to wearing while im playing hockey petang2..

yea lah..tudung itu agak labuh...

so i hav 2 covered up my chest lah sbb i kan di kolej islam

tak manis la kalau TERPAMPANG an..i should respect others outlook jugak, since when ustaz2 pun ada turun main hockey jugak

so i was so surprised apabila she wanted 2 give me da tudung, even i said 2 her yg aku willing 2 pay u watever it cost...

aku sangat2 terkamjat time tuh...

n quite spechless lah...

thanks Atul (:

pu3 sangat2 hargai nye...

one of da hijab  (:

killin da time

Now i am facing da final exam for my first semester.

So, i was extreamly fcukin high stress rite now, bhahaha

in da time my colleagues studying n make some revision konon-konon nyer

while im doin such a NOTHING,such as :

+Chatting  (:

+listening fav songs * bak kate member lagu SETAN..wtf

+sleep more than 8Hours

+eating ice-cream..sluurppp..yummy2

+hav a ride at Kuala Kangsar

+im drawing (:

+checking my email

+and hav a snack

+and count some sheep on day day light

+and...count some stars in da dark night

bhahahaha...

+and i also make some frisky action in front of da cam..bahaha

*comel la konon2 nye 2

i think im quite handsome with da beard
dont u think so?

so u noe my WEIRD behavior now

whould u still wanna be my BOYRIEND?

bhahahah :p

MISSING IN ACTION

we walk the city lonely,

memories that haunt are passing by,

a murderer walks your street tonight

forgive me for my crimes,

don't forget that i was so young,

fought so scared,

in the name of God and Country.

M.I.A by Avenged Sevenfold

DEAR MUSIC :

 THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE WHEN NOBODY ELSE WAS (:

my lil sis...bhahaha.Raden Saidatul Akmar in my fcukin messy room

study week..bukan honeymoon!

sebenarnya...sekarang ni aku tengah study week coz nex week aku ade final exam.

dan aku penuh dengan rasa gelabah time ni...xtau nape..

aku nak tau carry mark utk setiap subjek..tapi lecturer x keluar kan lg..so semakin gelabah+sterss la aku!

so..aku habes kan mase study week aku dgn hockey.....hockey....and hockey......and again........HOCKEY...

bahahhahaha...

ade sampai mase 2..aku main dari pukul 4pm sampai 7pm..

memang xtreamly best ar an,,,

hujan aku redah..

panas ape ntah lagi..

so...bile dah penat main...we take some rest jap..

sambil2 ambik gambar...

yea lah...study week...so ramai balik kg..n menghabeskan mase depa duk tidoq kat asrama..bhaha

kegembiraan terserlah..hehe

last2 buat muke hampeh...sebab penat (:

wat?Avenged Sevenfold lives in Malaysia*fcuk

*MERAH TANDA MARAH*

WHY now?
WHY after I was far from Kuala Lumpur

WHY not before or pre-previous year?

kenape skung?????

Time aku duk kat Jin betendang la korang nak bt concert an!!!

So depressing...

da ticket price is xoxo xpensive & beyond my capabilities as a student dat did not take any single edu loan
juz want to wait for da scholarship but still delayed.

saje tau..hurmmmm
im not xpect A7X will come as soon as this.

Well...everyone who watch da concert...pleaaaaze send a million kisses to M Shadow & Synyster Gates  <3


I migh be cry troughout da concert at da hostel alone...bahhaha
:(


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we leave da sadness for awhile & let the emotionally gettin ok!


I JUST WANTED TO SHARE WITH YOU one of my lovely stuff
dat i book solely in commemoration of death The Rev Sullivan, drummer A7X

THE REV

im not sure whether to call diz a necklace or wat..
it has been booked at the Central Market, Kuala Lumpur in December 2010.


At dat time i was still studying at secondary school.
So I took a great pains to raise some money solely for craving da necklace.I was given a pocket money of RM10 per day by Mama. With dat money i keep it for two weeks.
So i went to book it lah, after all Central Market and the school just across the road only.

*pic taken after da gig..i seem to sweat


thanks kepada ini girl kerana bagi idea utk buat benda alah ni
this is Shira..shes is da xtreamly fcking fan of A7X..and she adoring Zacky Vangeance as rhythmic guitarist 

zacky vangeance






with this necklase i think would be enough to show dat dat I a fanaticism to the A7X because i am a MUSLIM who forbidden to adorn da tattoo on my body  (: